Carpathian - Cursed
"The realization that I still don’t know what I’m doing here put in perspective I am nothing. It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading. Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being just another soul spent searching for something inside.
I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust, I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me.”
I just want someone who won’t get annoyed when I text them six times or in all caps. Someone I can go on long drives with and can sing along to the radio with. Someone I can eat pizza with at 2am and kiss at 6pm. Someone who chooses me everyday and never thinks twice about it.